Nostalgia
This word with nine alphabets seems quite simple at first glance, meaning a wistful affection for a period in the past. But focusing on, it has heaps of stories stored along with every emotion. Can you ever escape your past? I'm afraid, the answer is definitely 'NO'.
You've had your rights, you've had your wrongs, all this, now sums up as your past which is constantly following you, just like your shadow, the only difference is that it still follows when you're in the dark. It may attack you anytime, anywhere. It has neither an arrival time nor a departure time. The attack causes two types of injuries, either nostalgia or regret.
You terribly miss your perfect childhood spent in a place which was considered paradise, now converted into hell, only full of problems and troubles for you. Yes, it is this present world, your perspective changed. You miss those carefree days; those warm, peaceful nights; those affectionate people all around; those ecstatic moments. Will you ever be able to set your past as your present with true and original emotions? Well, the truth, as obvious, is that you just cannot. No matter how hard you try, you just cannot. That's nostalgia.
You attempted something which you shouldn't have, but who knows? Nobody saw it. Shall I say somebody did? Will that haunt you? You cannot just escape. Your past will keep on following you. What goes around comes back around - Karma. The fear of Karma goes along with your increasing pace. The wish undoing is now your need, or maybe regret?
I suggest you run, as fast as you possibly can!
Your past will haunt you...